I sit here tonight with tears in my eyes at all of the beautiful comments I have received over this week. Honestly I am touched by every single comment, the ones that have made me cry, the comments that have made me giggle and the ones that have made me think. When you write, you really do open your soul. There is this part of you that lets all those guards down and your heart types all the words on that blank page.
Sometimes I feel naked, like with todays post, but it is a naked feeling that is comfortable. I will be honest and say todays post I wrote a week ago and I have not had the courage to post it. I even thought about keeping it just for me and it being a way of dealing with what I am dealing with right now. I also wrote this post to deal with the fact I lost my biological mum due to the abuse. I lost her due to the blame she put on my mum. It was not a post directed at her. The words were pieces of me that had to come out in order for me to deal with the rejection and to move on with my life. I am a survivor!
I thank you all for your beautiful comments and emails. I am actually lost for words with what to say now!Honestly your comments are amazing! There are some people that I just want to reach out and hug..... I may have helped you in some way, inspired you, made you laugh, or cry. I cannot tell you how much you have helped me. We are all trying to do the best we can for our children, our families and for ourselves and it is so nice that you feel comfortable enough to come here and say hi.
This week Keely's flowers are carnations, pink ones of course, to go with mother's day. Well, I am not sure if this is the case, but she instantly went for the bunch of carnations over any other flower, just luck they are the mother's day flower. Today I would like to give them to you.