all fluffy

I don't do makeup. I don't do the whole fluffed up thing. I do however like to feel pretty, and somewhat sexy being a woman, especially being the new woman I am today. I don't really do dresses, or skirts. I am the woman that likes to roll with shorts, and jeans. I feel comfortable in them. I feel like me. I still feel like a woman. I believe it is what is inside of us that makes us ladies. The true inner feelings of yourself is what makes you a lady. No stilettos or makeup is going to make you feel like a lady. You need to feel it on the inside, and then own it!

This weekend I am going to own it. I have no doubt I will most probably feel the prettiest I have ever felt. I am happy, and truly love the person I am. I love the woman and person I have grown into, and finally accepted. That along with the fluffing will allow me to feel special for my sister's special day. She is getting married. I am giving her away. I will walk in my mum's shoes that day. I will hold her hand. I will hold my sister's hand, and the three of us will walk together.

I bought makeup. I bought the whole lot. I mean the whole lot. You name the piece of fluffing, and I bought it. Sucked in? Yes maybe. But you know the lady made me feel, and look somewhat pretty. I am wearing blush! I am wearing a pink tone lipstick. I don't do pink, and I don't do rosy cheeks. But I am doing them.

Today I purchased my first makeup bag of fluffing products. Today I stepped into womanhood. Today I feel pretty. Today I feel like a barbie doll!

A lady.