I went to the doctors this week. Not because I was sick. I went to talk, and to get some herbal remedies. She said to me that she was surprised I was still standing, and also not surprised that I had another chest infection, after having one for 4 weeks. I only had 4 days of relief before this one bit me on the butt. I like her. She spoke about how interesting she finds it that my body is telling me that it has had enough. That now I need to not only breathe, but to stop and breathe.
I am like an energizer bunny, that does not stop. I have been in a tunnel vision mode for the past two months. Getting things done. Now I can see the light. It is all finished.
Today my unit settles. Today I become a non-homeowner; going against the 'great australian dream.' So today, I will use this time to stop.
And continue to walk forward.
My great australian dream is to continue to be happy. I find with my happiness the rest of my life will fall into place.
Some want to be loved, some want to have their own home, some want a successful job, some want a family and others want to be happy. I know there is a lot more to add to that list. If you could have one big thing, what would it be?