When one thinks of the past, there is either good things, or not so good things. I have started new. From the moment I walked out of that door yesterday and locked it for the last time, I became me. The me that I have started to get to know in the last 18 months. There are good memories, and there are not so good memories behind that closed door. The not so good, I am leaving behind that door. The good, I am taking with me.
Like the discovery of the wall where I measured my daughter, and once my son. I take this. Along with the last measurement left behind. (I did not have the heart to remove this. A memory that is best left, and not removed).
And from this moment; this blog post, I start new. My new life will have reflection on the past, and it will only be reflection. I live for now. I live today, and for what I have ahead of me. There is a lot of awesome. How can there not be? I can now concentrate solely on being a mother for my two little people, a great friend to my friends, and a business woman.